aiyaaa its been a while... hmm. what shud i put heree. been depressed over months, getting cravings...math..english..econ... man tough coursess... too distracted. trying to fill my life just so i can get my mind off it... workig 11 hrs a week. o man i hate teaching little kids. but oh well! i shud be teaching higher levels soon enough...yay. got a raise at work. woopee...track team, school, econ scrapbook...more work... o mannnn....sighhhh busy-ing myself so much yet i just cnt sem tomature up and get my mind off it...crap i'm not getting enough sleep... i shud seriously try to sleep earlier...i keep falling asleep in class.. not good....quitting the addiction of "computer... tore off the pictures on my locker, delted my hi5, facboo, friendster accounts... just to get over with my old life... trying to create a newer side of me... gotta get myself to study more, gotta turn into *academic - max* ahahah.. man dreams... even with all thsoe distractions... they still only stand for 1% of my distractions...99%....sigh. sasdly, its still going to be sticking around probably forever.. i cant forget it. so there u have it. for the first time n my life... i've found something to love, and yet fall so ahrd on it... and now i've decided to try new things, to actually get the f*** out of my little crap hole that i've built around myself and take look outside, the green hills...the holy cros.. yesss i shall snak to fellowships and sunday worships when my mom lets me have the car...disobedience? naw...though shes against the idea of two religions under one roof, i think shel understand...eventually. so for all those friends that have been praying for me up till now.. i thank you so much. haha. o man i lost my chapstick. where is ittt. Aloe Lips. o man best chapstick. sigh. anyways try studying math now...test mrw. academic maxxx power!!!! ahah i'm a supder-kid. *muah* to the inventor of that.
anyways. see you all in a couple monhs when i turn on my computer again! cya!
-Maxsers :) - potato with ears. X]
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